Today could be the worst day or the best day of my life.The list changed today.I went to the block only to find 'him' there.I could not believe it!I quickly ran away from 'him'.He must have thought I'm a freak.I wanna talk to him but I just don't have the guts.Today in class,I played 'Truth or Dare' with Vanessa,Alvin,Nicholas,Craig and Colin.Disaster struck when the needle pointed at me.Without knowing what they might ask me,I chose 'Truth'.Then Vanessa asked Nicholas to ask me who I liked.I nearly fainted.Everyone was so eager to know who I liked.They started to crowd around me.Then they start asking name of guys who I might like.But they'll never guess who I truly like.
Life can be very difficult sometimes.Some people treat you like you're their slaves while others treat you really nice but have and intention instead.It's difficult to get real friends.How do you know you can really trust them when you don't know them very well.Its either they stay friends with you or they would ditch you after they get what they were after.We should not pretend to be tough as well.You're acting all tough but on the inside its okay to be soft.Its okay to shed tears once in a while.Emotions are difficult to control.You feel like crying but you can't cry because you're afraid that they would say nasty things about you.But keeping you feelings to yourself would hurt you terribly.Its like you're being eaten up inside by sadness and anger.Its very sad and someone could just have a nervous breakdown.Its much better if you share your problems with someone you trust.
Its maybe time for the game to end and start a new game instead.Sometimes you just wanna tell that person how you really feel about him/her but you're afraid that you might get rejected.Thats the feeling that keeps you bothered for a long time.The feeling would just keep hunting you until you break down in tears.Its really mental torture but there are some people who can handle this torture but some couldn't.Its not how you get it,its how you deal with it.You must deal with it positively so that you would not feel any regret after this.No matter what you do,remember that whether you win or lose,it would happen again.So we must be mentally prepared to face this long and hard battle.
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