Sarah & Sam's love story Part I

There was once a girl named Sarah Tan.She was an average 14 year old girl.She had many friends.And one of them was me,Joo Ann.She always talked about love and about our another friend,Pamela.She was someone who believed in happy endings and fairytales that come true.However,I didn't.That changed my point of view completely after an accident happened between Sarah and her lover.Well...soon to be lover.It goes like this.Sarah fell in love with Pamela's cousin,Sam.Well...it was Sam that made the 1st move.Sam is quite a rich guy.Well...maybe his parents are rich because they sent him to GIS.Also known as Gardens International School.He's friends with another friend of ours,namely Samuel.Samuel tells Sarah that Sam talks alot about her in school.In GIS,Sam is always given the title ''Hottie of The Year''.Many girls confessed their love to Sam but always ended up heartbroken or wiping their tears away.They fell for him and they fell hard because well-he's ''Hottie of The Year''.But!In Sam's heart,theres only a girl.And that girl is Sarah.Both Sarah and Sam didn't know that they fell for each other.Both were too afraid to make the 1st move.One day,Sam made his move.Both of them went over to Pamela's house for a day of fun.Sam asked Pamela to ask Sarah how many guys did she rejected before.That question changed both Sarah and Sam's life forever.From that day onward,Sarah and Sam became a couple.10 weeks passed...10 months passed...Until finally,they were in college.Despite the years,their relationship was still going strong.Sam never told Sarah that he had a sickness.One tragic day,Sam fell from the stairs.He was immediately admitted to the hospital.Sarah rushed to the hospital.Only to find that Sam fell into a coma.Sarah was heartbroken that her beloved Sam is in a coma.She changed completely from a cheerful and bright person to a quiet and dull person.I was sad to see my best friend become like that.To stop her from thinking nonsense,I invited all our nearest girlfriends to crash at my place for a few weeks or so.To keep Sarah company.The next day,I accompanied Sarah to the hospital to visit Sam.The doctor said that Sam will wake up someday.But when he would wake up is a completely different story.It all depends on Sam.Even in coma,he's under a lot of stress.The poor guy!Sarah told me that she wanted to go back home.So drove her back to her house.The next day,she went to check her mailbox and found a letter addressed to her.And its from Sam!!!OMG she thought.Shouldn't he be in the hospital???She opened the letter and read it carefully.Sam was definitely the one who sent the letter.In the letter,he explained about his sickness and told her not to worry.He also explained that he written Sarah hundreds of letters.Every letter consists of advices and things he wanted her to do.1 letter will be arriving every day untl Sam woke up.And so it happened.A letter will be in the mailbox addressed to Sarah.

Unexpected crush

I just can't believe it!I can't believe I'm actually falling for him.I've always treated him like someone in my zone but it's just unbelievable.When I told Kylie yesterday,she was like OMG x10.I also like the song Fallin' For You by Colbie Caillat.Could it be that we were really meant to be together???Kylie said that maybe in future we really are together.But I don't wanna fill my head up with hopes.Well...this might be the second shortest post in my blog.

My trust for you is crushed and totally destroyed

In order for new things to come,old things must go.In order to trust someone,you must first trust that your making a right decision to trust this particular stranger that you know nothing about.I recently felt that I made a wrong decision.Am I wrong or right???I really don't know.Why???That was the only question I asked myself while wiping my tears away.Did I do something wrong in my past or present life to be treated like this.Until last week,I really thought that she and I were true friends.But apparently,we're not.Wei Yi told me that it wasn't worth it to fight for a guy.However,for my case,it was a totally different saying.Among all my friends,only Kylie and Joan knows about this.I didn't want to spread this to anyone but there are some of my friends who thinks I'm still okay with her.Some don't even know what's going on.I try to avoid her as much as I could.But everytime I see her,a type of feeling is showing itself within me.A feeling of anger,hate,sadness and betrayal.Even while typing this down,the 'WHY' word is in my head.I never experienced this before.But still,I can't accept the fact.She was my friend since we were young but its still unbelievable.I know I'm talking like I right and she's all wrong.But I really do feel that way.No words can express what I really feel right now.Seeing him makes me feel sad and I feel like crying everytime.It's just that I really can't accept this.Its not how she got him.But it was how she told me the truth.A simple piece of paper with the words 'Sorry.Please Forgive me:(' won't change the anger.It makes me even sad and angry.If she told me earlier,I wouldn't care that much.I might not even care.But now,I'm feeling betrayed.Only those who really understand me would know this type of feeling.Now all I can do is to stay away.


Joo Ann