Sarah & Sam's love story Part I

There was once a girl named Sarah Tan.She was an average 14 year old girl.She had many friends.And one of them was me,Joo Ann.She always talked about love and about our another friend,Pamela.She was someone who believed in happy endings and fairytales that come true.However,I didn't.That changed my point of view completely after an accident happened between Sarah and her lover.Well...soon to be lover.It goes like this.Sarah fell in love with Pamela's cousin,Sam.Well...it was Sam that made the 1st move.Sam is quite a rich guy.Well...maybe his parents are rich because they sent him to GIS.Also known as Gardens International School.He's friends with another friend of ours,namely Samuel.Samuel tells Sarah that Sam talks alot about her in school.In GIS,Sam is always given the title ''Hottie of The Year''.Many girls confessed their love to Sam but always ended up heartbroken or wiping their tears away.They fell for him and they fell hard because well-he's ''Hottie of The Year''.But!In Sam's heart,theres only a girl.And that girl is Sarah.Both Sarah and Sam didn't know that they fell for each other.Both were too afraid to make the 1st move.One day,Sam made his move.Both of them went over to Pamela's house for a day of fun.Sam asked Pamela to ask Sarah how many guys did she rejected before.That question changed both Sarah and Sam's life forever.From that day onward,Sarah and Sam became a couple.10 weeks passed...10 months passed...Until finally,they were in college.Despite the years,their relationship was still going strong.Sam never told Sarah that he had a sickness.One tragic day,Sam fell from the stairs.He was immediately admitted to the hospital.Sarah rushed to the hospital.Only to find that Sam fell into a coma.Sarah was heartbroken that her beloved Sam is in a coma.She changed completely from a cheerful and bright person to a quiet and dull person.I was sad to see my best friend become like that.To stop her from thinking nonsense,I invited all our nearest girlfriends to crash at my place for a few weeks or so.To keep Sarah company.The next day,I accompanied Sarah to the hospital to visit Sam.The doctor said that Sam will wake up someday.But when he would wake up is a completely different story.It all depends on Sam.Even in coma,he's under a lot of stress.The poor guy!Sarah told me that she wanted to go back home.So drove her back to her house.The next day,she went to check her mailbox and found a letter addressed to her.And its from Sam!!!OMG she thought.Shouldn't he be in the hospital???She opened the letter and read it carefully.Sam was definitely the one who sent the letter.In the letter,he explained about his sickness and told her not to worry.He also explained that he written Sarah hundreds of letters.Every letter consists of advices and things he wanted her to do.1 letter will be arriving every day untl Sam woke up.And so it happened.A letter will be in the mailbox addressed to Sarah.

Unexpected crush

I just can't believe it!I can't believe I'm actually falling for him.I've always treated him like someone in my zone but it's just unbelievable.When I told Kylie yesterday,she was like OMG x10.I also like the song Fallin' For You by Colbie Caillat.Could it be that we were really meant to be together???Kylie said that maybe in future we really are together.But I don't wanna fill my head up with hopes.Well...this might be the second shortest post in my blog.

My trust for you is crushed and totally destroyed

In order for new things to come,old things must go.In order to trust someone,you must first trust that your making a right decision to trust this particular stranger that you know nothing about.I recently felt that I made a wrong decision.Am I wrong or right???I really don't know.Why???That was the only question I asked myself while wiping my tears away.Did I do something wrong in my past or present life to be treated like this.Until last week,I really thought that she and I were true friends.But apparently,we're not.Wei Yi told me that it wasn't worth it to fight for a guy.However,for my case,it was a totally different saying.Among all my friends,only Kylie and Joan knows about this.I didn't want to spread this to anyone but there are some of my friends who thinks I'm still okay with her.Some don't even know what's going on.I try to avoid her as much as I could.But everytime I see her,a type of feeling is showing itself within me.A feeling of anger,hate,sadness and betrayal.Even while typing this down,the 'WHY' word is in my head.I never experienced this before.But still,I can't accept the fact.She was my friend since we were young but its still unbelievable.I know I'm talking like I right and she's all wrong.But I really do feel that way.No words can express what I really feel right now.Seeing him makes me feel sad and I feel like crying everytime.It's just that I really can't accept this.Its not how she got him.But it was how she told me the truth.A simple piece of paper with the words 'Sorry.Please Forgive me:(' won't change the anger.It makes me even sad and angry.If she told me earlier,I wouldn't care that much.I might not even care.But now,I'm feeling betrayed.Only those who really understand me would know this type of feeling.Now all I can do is to stay away.


Joo Ann

All That You Can't Leave Behind(Where I End and You Begin)

Standing on a cliff and staring at a plane that is flying above him,Lucas wondered,"Will anything be the same again?"
A Few Days Ago
"Hey you,"said a voice from behind.
"How are you,Elena?"
"I'm fine,Lucas."
Lucas looked at Elena worriedly.He felt as if there was something on her mind
"Are you sure you're alright?"asked Lucas.
"Normally...you'd be hyper and talkative.But,you seem so quiet today,like you're thinking about something.
"Lucas,I'm fine.Don't worry about me.It's nothing"
"Oh sure...Elena,"Lucas said sarcastically."How long have I known you?"he asked.
"About 10 to 15 years?"Elena said uncertainly.
"Yeah,it's been 15years since we've become friends.I've got to know all your ways.I know that when you're troubled or sad you'll always come to this place to sit here to ponder."
Elena remained quiet.
"So what's on your mind?"Lucas asked.
"Well it's nothing Lucas.Don't worry about me.I'll be fine,"said Elena.
"If you say so,just know that I'll always be here for you"assured Lucas.
"Thanks Lucas"
They both smiled and departed.Lucas felt that Elena was hiding something.He wondered and worried about her.
The following day
"Hey Lucas.Can we talk?"asked Elena.
"Sure,"he replied."Hang on.I'll get this sorted out first and I'll be right with you."
Elena stared at Lucas while she was struggling with her thoughts.She wasn't so sure whether she should tell him.She looked at him and had doubts
"Yeah Elena,what was it you wanted to talk about?"
"Nah,it's nothing.I've kind of forgotten what I wanted to say."
"Are you sure?"asked Lucas.He had a feeling that something was bothering her.
"Yeah,let's go to the cafeteria for our lunch.
As they walked down the hallway to the cafeteria,Elena was comtemplating with herself,wondering whether she should tell Lucas about it.Meanwhile,Lucas pondered,"What's on her mind?"
When they reached the cafeteria,Lucas and Elena headed to the tray section to get a tray.They walked to the counter to get their lunch and then to the cashier.

To be continued
I got it from' Cahaya'

Life's what make it

When I'm writing this,I currently listening to 'You Belong With Me' by Taylor Swift.Days are drawing nearer as the class outing is just a few days away.I do hope that 'he' is going.Oh well,its fate if he were to go.I can't find anything to do although I have 60 essays and 100 math questions.I just feel so bored.I just hope that someone can be here to spend the holidays with me.My cousin came over to my house to stay for a week.She just got her UPSR results and she got 5A's out of 7 subjects.To me,thats a great achievement.She put so much effort into this and now her hard work is bearing some results.I'm taking over a new job next year.Although I have a lot of things to do,but I don't feel stressed.Maybe I am but I just don't show it.I hope that my results will not deteriorate after getting this new job.Alot of prefects were complaining that they didn't get into a good class next year.Some said that the division on the students were not according to percentage.I was lucky enough to get into 2A2.Guess what?He's going to be in 2A2 too.That was a joy for me.I spend less time with my friends after I got this secretary job.Alot of typing and most of the time,I'm in front of the computer.The worst thing is that I might have to go to school early almost everyday.My eyebags are really obvious.And I've got 'panda eyes'.Sometimes I'm so busy until I forgot to eat.I would take my dinner at 10pm.Normally I would not feel tired after coming back from school but now,my eyes can barely open when we're going for our SP duties.And the stack of papers I have to carry everywhere when I'm going for duty.Any questions the 1st person they would point to is me.Just because I'm the secretary doesn't mean that I know everything.Well maybe I should.Nicholas Goh gave us a new name for the Head Prefect,Assistant Head Prefect,Secretary and Treasurer.He called us 'The Top 4'.Sounds like a boyband to me.We're like a group of musicians dressed in blue!The head and assistant head prefect are in charge of the AJKs while the treasurer and I are in charge of all the other prefects.Oh My God!More stress.I need some sleep.Joo Ann signing off...

Booooring Holiday!

Congratz to all my friends for completing another chapter of their life.OMG!I got a date!!!I got a date with my fellow friends from 1A2!.Going bowling and somewhere else(I don't know where)Going to Mid Valley on Wednesday(25 November 2009).I hope I can watch 'A Christmas Carol'.The movie is just so touching and guess what???It's out already!The picture above was grabbed by my senior's(Deanna)blog.It was during Majlis Perpisahan and Nicholas is telling me to do a catwalk down the lane.So embarassing.My face was so red.Very 'fish' larh.Somemore that time I just cut my hair.My hair was a mess.Thats it for now peeps!Joo Ann signing out!

Seniors' Farewell Party

Late post!Farewell party was awesome!The food was .......But the best part was being there with my seniors and friends.Khye Teng looked awesome!The moment I walked to the table where they were sitting at,everyone started to cheer because I was wearing a dress.(LOLS)Anyways,En Shahril was there too.Then we had the best dress competition.The contestants were Khye Teng,Ho Shelley,Amanda Seng,Ong Yun Jet,Wee Wen Li,Andrew Phang and Ching Yuan.They casted their votes and Andrew Phang and I won!Thx to all who voted!Don't know what to say already.I think this would be the shortest post in the history of my blog.Ohhhhhh Laaaaaaa Laaaaaaa!Congratz Janice and Kylie.Your wish came true!My post is finally short!